Oops

It’s been a while since I’ve written here but it’s been a busssyyy month. But I won most likely to be president!!! It’s been over two weeks since I had my last day of class and it was crazy. I was a pretty big mess, to say the least. I knew I was going to miss my teachers but I didn’t think I would be crying all over the place like I was. 

I don’t think I really truly appreciated the structure that school provided me and how many deep and meaningful relationships I formed with my peers and teachers. It’s difficult to wrap my head around the fact that school is over and it’s the only thing I really knew. I’ve been through 3 different education systems and many schools but they’ve all followed the same class, snack/ break, class, lunch, go home. Next year at college it’ll be organized based on classes that I take and I’ll be in charge of my work and studies and from then on it'll kinda be up to me to put things together for myself.

Right now I’m currently on internships which has been a great break for myself. I have the work that I have to complete but then I get to come home and relax, without having to worry about homework. I've learned a lot in just my first couple days but the weeks are flying by. With graduation approaching, adulting is becoming a much more real concept and my brain is struggling to wrap around that concept.